I remember...

I remember you picking me up on Tuesday nights, I remember we use to go to movies, I remember we use to laugh, I remember watching airplanes fly by, I remember watching you drive down the street while I waved goodbye. I remember calling you every five minutes to see where you were, when are you going to be here, I remember telling you the girl I liked, I remember being happy around you, I remember moving in with you, I remember the first day of school, I remember feeling alive, I remember you caring about me, I remember putting you through pain, I remember calling the police on you, I'm sorry. I remember being loved, I remember losing that love, I remember feeling alone in my home, I remember not being good enough, I remember being the only son in the house, I remember having your support, I remember losing your support, I remember you wanting me out, I remember wanting to be part of you life. I remember thinking about how can I change. I remember you telling me everything is okay, everything is not okay, I remember you teaching me how to fish, I remember you teaching me how to read the river, I remember the first time hunting, I remember you use to help me, I remember being 17 and everything was so easy, I remember turning 18 and everything changed!